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I've had one of those weeks that's left me feeling vulnerable and somewhat anxious. Details about school are still not figured out, and I'm learning new things about myself that are not fun to deal with. By no means anything tragic, but not the fun part of life either :)

I've been telling myself throughout the week that God has what's best for me, but I still have had my moments of doubt. I've had those moments of thinking that if God really wanted what's best for me, I'd be getting my way right now. No obstacles. It would all just be easy. I'm learning just how flawed that thinking is.

I have no reason to doubt God. I have watched Him do miracles in people's lives. He has changed my life forever. Simply put, I think I start to doubt God because I forget. I forget where God has brought me from. I forget that He has provided every need and more. He has not withheld anything good from me.

So I'm just gonna need to be reminded a lot that God has got this under control. My life is so blessed, and I'm starting to feel silly for doubting God. Especially considering this is my only dilemma I'm facing in my life. So feel free to knock some sense into me when you see me doubting :)

"Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not more valuable than they?" - Matthew 6:25-27